Sunday, November 2, 2014

Halloween Festivities + Confession

Is it seriously November 2nd?  Why does time have to go so fast?  Since I've been a little off the radar for the past week or so, I wanted to fill y'all in on what I've been up to...

If I could sum up the past week in 3 words, they'd be Tulle, Flowers, and Fatness.  Take a wild guess.......ding ding ding!  Yep, I went off track again.  Definitely just drove myself completely off the road, into a ditch, and kept on goin.  I know what you're thinking, imagine that-she messed up again.  And you're right, I did.  I ate fast food, candy corn, pizza, chocolate, and drank wine.  Why?  I wish I had a clear answer.  Maybe because Halloween made me feel like a kid again.  Maybe because I had a crap-ton of stuff to do and needed more hours in the day. Maybe because I put myself last on the list of things I had to take care of.

Besides my full-time job, I had flowers to do, tutus to make, dessert to make, and more.  There were a couple of times I even laughed at myself...like when I was doing kettle bell swings in a tutu,  spraypainting a pumpkin and doing flowers in a cape after boot camp, and when I actually delivered flowers in a tutu and cape (What? Your florist doesn't do that?).  Here are some pics...


Me and all my boot camp buddies(love them!!!):

 
 

Me and my co-workers (love them too!):




 
 

 
And fun flowers I made for a client's birthday:


By the time Friday afternoon hit, I. Was. DONE.  I was completely exhausted from all the madness, so I came home, took a shower, and watched Hocus Pocus then went to bed.  I know, I'm old.  On Saturday, I went shopping with just my Mom (which we haven't done in forever), washed my car, got groceries, and spent about 4 hours cleanin the house.  I even cleaned out the fridge.  It was great!  Now it's Sunday.  And guess what...it's a new day with a new opportunity to do things differently.  

I know I started a "Holiday Hottie Challenge" last month, but I'm not doing it anymore.  Mostly because I don't want to have a finish line, and I feel weird calling myself a holiday hottie (jingle babe sounds cooler, right?).  That being said, I'm going to start a long process that I like to call "burnin fluff".  Which means logging everything I eat (cause it keeps me honest), continuing to workout even on weekends, and pushing myself to do better from the inside out.  Just to keep myself accountable, I will be posting a progress pic at the end of each month to see how I'm doing.  

Even though I had a blast last week, I didn't enjoy the feelings of guilt from stuffin my face with junk.  I don't want to go back to the old fluff-covered self-conscious me.  I want some muscles and confidence.  I'm tired of backtracking, and I want to move forward.  Is it going to be hard especially because of the time of year it is?  Yes, duh.  But I can manage it.  Why?  Cause I'm a champ.  And champs don't quit.  

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