About a month ago, I decided to take a step back from my "fluff page" and blogging. I was in the midst of making a life-changing decision, and I was caught in a cycle of crazy stress. I quit my day job, I was adjusting to being a full-time entrepreneur, and trying to find myself again.
Instead of taking care of myself in the months prior to me quitting my job, all I did was turn to food to solve my problems. Food became a crutch for me, and a source of comfort...when ultimately, all it was doing was hurting me. I felt stuck, stuck between flying and a fear of failure. I knew in my gut what I needed to do, was scared out of my mind...and did it anyway. I can honestly say that leaving my job was one of the best decisions I have ever made.
In the weeks since I left my job, my life has changed for the better. Instead of just surviving, I decided that I wanted to start LIVING again.
I decided to go back to boot camp at Plates on Plates Fitness. I decided to mend my relationship with food. I decided to stop drinking as much. I decided to stop letting little things stress me out. I decided to stop making decisions out of fear. I decided to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks. I decided to become a better person. I decided to thrive.
I decided to go back to boot camp at Plates on Plates Fitness. I decided to mend my relationship with food. I decided to stop drinking as much. I decided to stop letting little things stress me out. I decided to stop making decisions out of fear. I decided to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks. I decided to become a better person. I decided to thrive.
My mom sent me a video one day on Facebook, and I have watched it every day since. I can't watch it without tears coming to my eyes because it pretty much describes me and where I'm at in life right now. It's about 6 minutes long, but totally worth watching.
You see, I'm done putting my dreams on hold. I'm done with living in fear of failure. I know my passion, my goals, and what I want.
I can. I can. I CAN!
